Nanami had gone tense, his muscles rigid. He was probably holding his breath now.

You continued to play with his hair, acting like your oven wasn 't on preheat. You didn 't know how you felt about the situation. You didn 't necessarily want to partake in public sex, but at the same time, you weren 't as panicked as you thought you 'd be. At this point, you mentally shrug and think,

'whatever happens, happens '.

You have accepted your fate with grace.

Funny thing is, if this were any of your other alphas, they would have already ripped your clothes off, but this was Nanami.

This was your calm, cool, collected blonde who always tried to contain his desire.

Typical Nanami would ignore this and sit in misery as he held himself back just as he had done earlier, and well, sadly 'time and time again.

You wondered if he would indulge himself. You

did

tell him to do as he pleased and stop holding back.