You don 't know how a simple massage could be so damn difficult. Somehow you had forgotten how to breathe properly, forcing you to become self-aware of how your lungs inhaled and exhaled. Like you had to manually work them. However, each time you did get a nice air full, you could smell your own dirty secret. Which then sends your heart into a race to see how quickly it can explode and then you had to use the force to calm it down.

The whole thing was making you cross-wired and you had no idea why. Not even the random sprouts of your other alphas were able to bring you out of crazy land.

Come on! It was

just

a massage. Why were you acting like this?!

But 'if you had to guess '

maybe

it was the way your hands smoothed over fine muscles that flexed upon the grace of your fingers '

perhaps

it was the nice oil that made your skin warmly meld together like it was one...

or