Anxiety

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As you stood behind the grand doors you could feel your blood pulse within your veins. Momo and Inumaki stood on opposite sides as they prepared to open the door for you. For your grand entrance. You could hear the muffled music and commotion. Smell the melting pot of scents. Betas omegas and alphas all gathered within this one huge dining hall. Celebrating you.

Being in this game has given you the most anxiety you have ever experienced. Each time you experience it, it feels worse than the last. That couldn 't be healthy right? You missed when things were simple, like in your world. You missed a lot of things from your world.

When and if you return home you would need to find a very good therapist who won 't send you to the psych ward.

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Everyone quiet down!

' Gojo 's voice boomed loudly on the other side, demanding silence.

Oh goodness, here it comes.

Once the noise dwindled to silence Gojo continued.

'I know you are all wondering why we have gathered you here! '

You took a deep breath.

'

Well 'we have exciting news! '

You closed your eyes.

'

We would like you all to meet ' '

You grip your hand in your own.

'

OUR CHOSEN OMEGA- RAVEN! '

That was your cue. The betas opened the door and you looked straight ahead as the light washed over you. Cheers went off, the crowd going wild, way before you could even step inside. Gojo was standing deeper within the dining room but close to the door, hand out in a grand gesture. The other alphas stood in a line but left the space in the middle for you.

You walked with your eyes scanning the massive group of people smiling at you. All blurs of faces and eyes. You spotted a few that looked familiar but didn 't linger on them long enough to put a name to them. The overwhelming crowd made you sick to your stomach. You tried to not look at anyone in particular, staring at the back wall instead. Once you got to where Gojo was, the cheering never ceased, but you heard a few audible gasps of shock. Maybe now they could truly see who you were. The mean ole Raven that had been kidnapped and now returned safely as a chosen omega. How about that?

Gojo grabbed your left hand as Nanami grabbed your right.

The crowd was a murmuring mess of awes and oos.

'So beautiful! '

'Great choice alpha! '

'I can 't believe they chose her! '

Nanami must have heard the same thing you heard because he barked out, 'Please treat her with the utmost respect! The same as us, if not better! '

'

Of course! '

'Yes! '

You weren 't so sure how many people would actually abide by that. Some might feel you were a poor choice but you couldn 't blame them. Rumors do spread far and wide, and whoever has crossed paths with Raven before you got here was not left with good thoughts.

The crowd settled down so you could have your moment to speak. You already went over some fluffy words in your head a million times on the walk here.

You nodded to the crowd keeping your gaze on the walls and floors as you looked left and right. Making it appear you are looking at the crowd but you weren 't. You hoped you were doing well with the theatrics. 'Thank you for such a wonderful gathering. I hope I can make you all proud as your prime omega. ' You then took a bow and the cheering went off again. By golly, you were so shocked you were even able to speak those words so fluidly. You mentally patted yourself on your back for a job well done.

'Now, let us celebrate! ' Satoru shouted.

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The bards Yuuji and Megumi played their music while everyone enjoyed the feast.

You sat in the middle of the long table, placed in front of the room like kings and queen(s). Each person came up to congratulate the alphas and you. Satoru was to your left and Nanami to your right. They had brought you here right after the introduction, pulling your seat out for you to sit.

The tons of people that came up one after the other kept the boys occupied. Gojo loved accepting the gifts while Nanami used his way of words for politics. Toji and Sukuna were more of the war chiefs and Getou used his conniving skills to get information. Gojo was like a figurehead if one were to put a name to it. He didn 't have a spot higher than the others, he was just more charismatic and undeniably beautiful. His sweet charms were all he needed as far as skills go. The social butterfly. Well, he was also pretty strong too so that 's a plus, as long as he 's not being a menace.

One of his character 's quips when he fought enemies was, '

Ugh you 're boring me. '

They all had their own roles. Each position just as important. That 's why if you can 't get enough love points from all of them by the mating moon you lose the game. When one part falls the rest comes too.

You enjoyed your food and juice while listening to the men talk, and spoke when spoken to.

Which was rarely

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When the people did talk to you they always asked you simple questions like,

'How do you like being the chosen omega! ' 'Are you happy? ' 'Which alpha do you like the most? '

That last question was always said as a '

joke

' but you would say something along the lines of you liked them all equally. Each one gives you something unique. You noticed Gojo and Nanami would listen a bit more when they asked that question.

Silly alphas.

You were somewhat glad that none of the omegas from the house came to greet you. They must have hated you. A girl who bullied everyone and now claims the most wanted spot? Where was the justice in that...? If you were in their shoes you wouldn 't come up to congratulate your bully. When Raven speaks to Dove in the game, she

obviously

makes a scene. Telling her it should have been her as the chosen omega. If Dove makes that sort of outburst you just might fall before her feet and agree with her.

The only thing that made you happy during this whole fiesta was seeing Miwa. She had smiled sweetly at you as she brought more food out to the hungry alphas. The one good deed you did. The one change within this game was her life. You saved her and now she is the head chef for the alphas. You could tell she seemed a little more confident as she told Gojo what sweet sauce she used this time. which Gojo '

ooo

' in delight ready to dig in.

'

You go girl.

' You had thought to yourself.

Despite this lovely ordeal, your nerves were still bad. When was this over? How much time went by? You just wanted to crawl back into your room. You could feel someone watching you, but that 's just the thing '

everyone

was. You could not and would not get used to this feeling. How did famous people survive? The title Prime Omega felt like a heavy weight upon your shoulders. Like you could not make a mistake and you were held with higher expectations. Now that you were practically a celebrity, escaping was going to be much tougher. Or easier?

'

Hi I 'm the prime omega and I need this ship. '

'Right away ma 'am! '

You snorted in your cup as you drank your second helping of juice. You should probably slow down before you have to scurry to the bathroom but sometimes you didn 't realize you were drinking it. It became more of a distraction than anything. Plus it didn 't help that the beta servants keep filling it back up.

Maybe you should 've told them to stop.

Once you have eaten all your food and killed the last bits of juice. You took a peek at Nanami. He was eyeing his meal as if it were going to jump out and attack.

'Something wrong? ' You questioned looking at his meal. It was a nice helping of vegetable soup. You had noticed that he didn 't outright gobble it up. Looking down the table Toji and Sukuna were already on their third plate. How could they look so hot and aggressive while eating was beyond you. Canines ripped into the meat as they cleaned their plates.

'Hm. ' Nanami hummed stirring the soup around as he scooped up a piece of Cacara. Aka yellow carrot is what you call it. He then let it fall back into the bowl.

'Is it not good? ' You wondered feeling a bit scared. You hoped Miwa wouldn 't get into trouble.

'No 'that 's just it. It 's absolutely delicious. ' The blonde sat back with his arms crossed.

'You ' say that as a bad thing. ' You release a snort.

Nanami looked at you with a raised brow, 'How did you know? '

You blinked, 'Excuse me? '

'How did you know I would like this? '

'Me? I didn 't make it. Miwa did. '

'Don 't, I 'm well aware of the truth, little bird. '

Oh crap.

You stared at him trying to come up with something quick. Maybe you could use the same thing you said to Toji but Nanami was much more intelligent.

'I read it from a book. I don 't know who wrote the book but it had all of your likes and dislikes. No, I don 't have the book anymore. '

Nanami seemed to be thinking hard, 'Then that means someone is spying on us. '

'Like you guys spy on me? '

The blonde looked a bit surprised by your response. You didn 't mean to sound so accusing but if the shoe fits and all. 'Doesn 't feel so good does it. ' You sassed a bit as you picked up your newly topped-off cup of juice. He looked concerned, but he had nothing to worry about, the book was at home on your computer and didn 't exist in this world.

You left him in his silence as you drifted your gaze to your left, Gojo was speaking to someone while Getou was looking a bit down. He looked up at you but then averted his gaze. Apparently, the alpha seemed a bit bad after what happened. They all had drunk more of the poisonous concoction, for this party as an extra precaution. If anyone in this room wanted to attack them, now would have been a good chance.

They were putting themselves in great danger. For you. Quickly you gulp down your drink trying to distract yourself from that awful feeling.

After the guest left Gojo turned his blue eyes to you, an amused grin on his lips, 'Didn 't know our little omega loved wine. '

You pull the cup back gulping down the last bit that was in your mouth, 'Wine? '

The look on your face must have been comical because he burst into a fit of laughter.

He was messing with you, had to be! You know the taste and smell of alcohol when you were human, and even more so now that you are an omega. You couldn 't detect a hint of it in the juice. He must be joking.

'Yes sweetheart, wine. '

'B-but I taste no alcohol. ' You sniffed the cup once or twice to just double-check.

'Special kind of wine. The best of the best for my prime omega. Made with perfection. Taste like juice doesn 't it? '

'Oh 'it 's Grata. ' When you read the description on your computer you thought it was funny. A wine that didn 't taste like wine

pffft

! Well, you knew now what it tasted like. You put the cup down staring at it as you felt a sudden sense of dread. How many cups did you drink? What was the percentage of alcohol? It couldn 't be high right? Especially since you could barely taste it! One of the servants came to you with a pitcher in hand but you quickly covered your glass, 'No more! Thanks! ' You chuckle awkwardly as they bow. You checked in with yourself mentally, you didn 't feel drunk or tipsy.

Perhaps you were overreacting.

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'Hahaha! ' You giggled as the jesters put on a whaky show.

Oh fuck you were so drunk.

You tried to put a hand upon your mouth because you could not stop laughing at the funny acting and jokes. It was like watching a comedy show.

The jesters bowed as applauds went off and you clapped excitedly loving their performance.

'Did you like them? ' Nanami questioned while clapping.

'Yes! They were wonderful! ' You smiled.

'Hm. ' He nodded his head as he waved at one of the guards.

The guard stepped up and gave them a hefty pouch of crystals making the jesters bow appreciatively. 'Thank you Prime Omega! ' They seemed overjoyed with this gift.

That wasn 't really your doing though! Those weren 't your crystals 'but Nanami only gave them the crystals because you liked them. Your one comment weighed heavy. That kind of weight was what you were talking about. What if you hated it? Would Sukuna have cut off their heads?

You noticed people began to get up moving to the open area. Gojo stood next to you offering his hand, 'Come dance with me. '

Dance?! You knew this was coming. You could barely dance as it is, throw in a drunk you, you just might trip over your feet and make a fool of yourself. More than the time you flailed your arms wildly and did whatever abomination in front of the alphas. Then you were just an omega, this time you are a

prime omega

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'Gojo ' I can 't ' '

'Don 't be scared, just follow my lead. '

This part was much easier in the game, where were your stupid Dance Dance Revolution arrow inputs?

You don 't know if it was liquid courage or just stupidity because you gave him your hand and allowed him to walk you to the dance floor.

'Put your hand here ' ' he positioned you with your hand on his shoulder and the other in his. His hand was placed on your hip. 'There, now follow my lead ' '

Your nervous gaze began to wander around you but Gojo was quick to say something about it, 'Keep your eyes on me. It 's just you and me don 't worry about them. '

You listened to him, staring into his crystal gaze as he moved you around. You didn 't worry about hitting anyone because he steered you perfectly. Your twirling and swaying started a bit rocky but soon you fell into rhythm making him grin, 'There you go~. '

You couldn 't help but begin to giggle as you moved with Gojo. You felt like a princess dancing with her prince.

'Okay ready to get a little funky? '

Your eyes widen, 'Gojo No- '

'Here we go! Spin~. '

Gojo pulled your arm up and around as you did a twirl your feet tangled with each other and you tripped making you gasp but Gojo was much quicker. He caught you in a backbend as if the whole thing was planned.

'See? I gotcha. ' He brought you back up and began twirling and dancing again. You were giddy, because he did have you. You felt light as a feather and undeniably taken care of. Soon the two of you became playful within the dance. 'Your turn~ ' This time you spun him around but he had to bend down so he could twirl under your arm. You even tried to backbend him making him chuckle.

'Such a gentle woman~ '

You were having so much fun until the bards stopped playing their music and switched to a different type of song.

'Oh, this is for you. ' Gojo kissed you on the cheek as he pulled away.

Wait what?! What does he mean for you?

You looked around realizing the others were leaving except for the omegas. They got into a line that made you feel so out of place.

'Here. ' Someone grabbed your hand and brought you into line.

Looking at the person you gasped seeing- 'Dove! '

She smiled sweetly at you, 'I got you, follow me. ' She squeezed your hand as the dance began. 'Step forward dress up. ' You did as she said and walked toward the other line with your dress up. You split the other line walking to the other side. 'Now twirl. ' Twirling back you felt a slight push of Dove's fingers, 'Face that way ' ' moving toward the other line she said, 'This next part is like our opening ceremony. ' you blended into one line and swayed side to side and then spun out of the line. You looked toward Dove as she held her hands out to you, you grabbed her hands 'In~ ' 'stepped into each other- 'out ' ' and then apart 'around~ ' and then spun around with your hands still together. 'Good! You are doing great~! ' She beamed at you making you smile. She coached you through the rest of the steps and soon you were doing it on your own. The song getting faster.

You couldn 't believe how much fun you were having while dancing with Dove, and she was actually being nice to you.

The song ended and you all bowed while the others clapped and whistled.

'Dove ' I 'm so sorry ' ' you grabbed her hand as the party started to blend in and mingle.

The omega looked confused. 'Sorry for what? '

'I ' I thought they would have chosen you ' ' you could feel the burn in your throat already, but you fought back the tears that threatened to ruin Momo 's work.

'Why would you be sorry? Raven, I 'm so happy for you! '

'What ' you aren 't mad at me? '

'No Raven congratulations! I 'm so glad nothing bad happened to you. '

Dove- the main person who gets bullied by Raven is happy for her. You could tell some of the other omegas were side-eyeing you during the dance but the one person who should be the angriest isn 't?! You couldn 't help it. You hugged the woman, making the woman gasp at the sudden affection, but she soon hugged you back.

'I thought for sure you 'd be so-angry with me. ' You sniffled feeling your tears wet her dress. You couldn 't help it.

' 'You would be sad if I were? '

That question had caught you off guard. Her voice sounded so sweet and soft. Like she was surprised you would be sad.

What were you to do? It was impossible for you to truly be Raven. 'Yes ' ' you pulled back and looked at Dove with a soft gaze, 'Yes I would 'you were the only kind person ' and Tengen knows I don 't deserve your generosity. '

'Oh, Raven ' ' Dove trailed off as she looked behind you. 'Alpha. ' She bowed politely.

You turned around to see Getou standing there. 'Are you alright? ' He questioned looking between the two of you.

'Yes, just feeling emotional! ' You quickly wipe your tears, makeup surely a mess. 'Please give me a moment I must run to the bathroom. ' You excuse yourself making quick strides for the restroom. Your bladder felt heavy and ready to burst, but so was your heart. You could not believe that Dove was still showing you the same kindness as before. She didn 't hate you!

You couldn 't stop smiling like an idiot as you took care of potty business. Washing your hands and fixing your makeup in the mirror.

Maybe it was okay to have a little fun.

Was there anything wrong with that?

You took a deep breath looking over yourself in the mirror. You looked like you. Felt like you and acted like you. Raven or not you were still just ' you. You can allow yourself to have this night. Soon all of this will be a distant memory in the past. Why not make the most out of it? With this new prep talk in mind, you held your head up high as you left the bathroom. Just as you began to walk down the hall you stopped seeing someone leaning against the wall.

'Hello- ' The smile you had wiped off your face and cold dread ran its claws down your back.

Of all the people you wanted to meet. This person was last on your list.

The alpha pushed off the wall adjusting his black kimono with sliced sleeves, a grin on his face, 'A pleasure to meet you prime omega. My name is Mahito. '