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Yor arches her back, white-hot shivers rolling down her body when she hears Loid say

that

.

The implication that something

more

can happen tonight excites her.

When Loid notices how wide Yor 's eyes have grown after he mentions it, he quickly adds on with a more sincere tone. 'But only if you want to. '

Despite how hard he is right now 'he 's not going to make her feel

pressured

into doing anything more if she doesn 't feel like it.

It won 't be

the end of the world

if she simply said, 'no ' 'that 's what some bottle of lube and jerking off on your own time is good for, if anything.

Yor shakes her head, chin tilting up so her eyes can catch him with a determined look. 'I do. '

There 's a small curve that makes its way onto his lips, and his voice softens. 'Yeah? '

In which Yor tugs at her bottom lip with her top teeth, and she nods with

so

much want in her eyes and '

This is definitely

way

beyond what the mission needs.

Loid acknowledges that much 'it 's just the conflicting feelings that come

after

, that he needs to worry about.

Because what the fuck is he supposed to do after?

He knows he cares about her 'more than he

should 've

but it 's too late to change

that

part so 'just how long and far will he let

this

go?

Until he falls for her? And what about after this whole operation is done? Does he '

No. He 's not going to think about that right now.

That 's a concern for later when he doesn 't have her naked and

willing

underneath him, because now '

Now all Loid wants to do is lean back down and kiss her again, pushing those thoughts away and focusing on

just

tonight.

And he does 'slowly, muscles in his arms contracting as he bends forward, his lips capturing hers.

Yor lets out a short exhale through her nose when she feels Loid 's mouth slot between hers, and he 's gently sucking on her lower lip.

It feels

good

with how soft and languid it is. It has her heart beginning to beat a little faster, wanting to taste

more

of him and '

It 's funny how far they 've come.

Never in a million years did she think she would ever get over having her first kiss with him.

(And

god

'that 's still something she finds herself thinking about sometimes.)

But to all of a sudden be casually kissing him like this? It 's '

It 's a big change. Almost too much for her to handle because that brings out

certain

feelings for him.

And the more he does

this

'she finds herself wanting him in more ways than one and '

She knows that 's not a good thing.

Not when she doesn 't know for sure how

he

feels about her.

He 's never been

explicit

about it. And she doesn 't want to

push

and ask before something goes wrong. Before he gets defensive and then it 'll be

her

fault.

She 'll

be the bad wife. And she doesn 't

want

that.

(Of course, Loid will never think that.

Would he be caught off guard if she ever asked him? Yes, of course.

But he wouldn 't think she 's

pushing

him. If anything 'it 'll be a relief for him because that means

he

doesn 't have to bring up that conversation first.)

This leaves her here 'emotions running wild in her as he kisses her in a way that feels like it means

more

than just two people in a fake relationship.

(It 's funny how much they try to convince themselves this is still fake, isn 't it?)

Yor makes a small noise at the back of her throat, and her eyebrows pull down in slight discomfort because '

Well.

She 's still lying on her

stomach

, and she has to turn and stretch her neck into this odd position to let him kiss her, and it 's starting to

strain

with shocks of pain poking at her neck, so '

Breaking the kiss, Yor is quick to move around so that she 's finally on her back, Loid following to fit right between her legs, and in an instant 'she feels her heart skipping a beat.

Because now she can get a better view of Loid hovering right above her. Blue, clouded eyes that make her feel like she 's swimming somewhere deep in a peaceful ocean staring down at her, and there are a few strands of his hair that are covering his head, giving it this messy 'almost boyish 'look.

A cruel reminder of just how stupidly handsome he is.

And the knowledge that

she 's

the one who gets to see him like that? It feeds onto a very small, possessive side of her with some level of primal satisfaction.

Now that she 's on her back, Loid gets the

perfect

view of her breasts being exposed, nipples still erect and so,

so

tempting for him to give them the attention that they deserve '

Soon.

Drawing in a deep breath, his hands come down to tug at the bottom hem of his shirt, and he crosses her arms as he pulls it off of him and over his head 'causing his hair to spike in different directions, in which he quickly fixes with a slight run of his hands through his hair 'and throws it somewhere on the floor.

And Yor

swears

she can feel butterflies inside her stomach, heat pooling in her chest and face when her attention is immediately caught by the exposed skin of his chest and stomach, showing off just how

fit

he is when her eyes move down to his torso. And she

drinks

in the sight of the prominent muscles in his stomach that flexes and relaxes with every breath, how he has a deep V of his hips where a faint and neatly trimmed trail of hair leads to his navel, disappearing just beneath the waistband of his pants.

She

does

notice a few scars on his chest and stomach 'some seem really old, and some are a bit new.

The question is

there

, right at the tip of her tongue, wanting to know what happened but '

She bites it back, not wanting to change the mood with something that she can ask about

later

.

She doesn 't get to admire the view for long either because soon after 'he 's leaning back down, one hand beside her head to lean his weight onto, while the other is coming up to lightly hold onto her chin and tip it forward and '

This time, when Loid kisses her, it 's '

It 's

so

much better.

Not because she 's in a more comfortable position 'even though that

does

play a role here but ' because now she can

feel

him.

Bare and pressed against her, the heat from his body feels like it 's enveloping her and it makes it so much more intimate, now that there 's no barrier between them.

That and 'she can feel the solid muscle from his arms and body work against her, making her eyelashes flutter and letting out a small and pleased hum while he deepens the kiss, her hands reaching up to run her fingers through soft, blonde locks.

He 's

good

at what he 's doing 'like many other things that Yor noticed about him 'Loid knows how to make you crumble just from a kiss alone.

It 's how

generous

he is when his lips are slotted between hers, despite how firm they are.

And when he kisses her

harder

, making her gasp, her mouth parting ever so slightly '

He uses that to his advantage, and it almost feels

sinful

with how slow he 's sliding his tongue against hers, drawing out another moan from Yor.

It 's not

fair

, is what Yor thinks to herself because 'she 's inexperienced, she never kissed anyone before

him

while '

While he obviously learned from his

past

partner.

That thought alone doesn 't sit well with her, making her chest constrict with a tinge of jealousy that she

knows

she has

no

right to have because it 's not

his

fault but 'it 's still there.

And the only reason that feeling subsides within a blink of an eye is that at some point '

Loid manages to coax her mouth to open a little more, guiding her tongue inside

his

mouth, and he gives it an indulgent suck, making her eyes roll

back

and '

Yor starts to squirm, feeling almost

breathless

.

She 's already worked up, again.

And she feels so hot because she knows she 's becoming wet.

'Again

.

'I ' ' Yor swallows

hard

, sounding so breathless when she breaks apart, 'Let me ' ' she pauses with a sharp inhale when she feels him tilt her head to the side, and warm lips press against under the hinge of her jaw, feeling some of Loid 's hair brush against her cheek.

'Hm? ' Loid 's voice is so relaxed, so

soft

, and his mouth travels a little further down until he 's at the crook of her neck. 'Let you what, darling? '

She huffs out a breath '

It 's a bit

difficult

to form any coherent words at the moment when Loid seems

intent

on making her lose her mind, his jaw working as he sucks on a sensitive spot on her neck, heat curling inside her chest the longer he continues.

(

Maybe

he 's being a bit careless and selfish 'because he

knows

he 's leaving a dark mark on her neck the more he sucks on it and he

probably

shouldn 't.

But can you blame him?

He already knew what spots are known to be sensitive for a human.

He didn 't know which one would work for Yor 'not until he felt her jump against him when he found a particular spot

right

in the bend of her neck.

And her reaction? The sounds that she made?

It makes his head go a little

hazy

'and he wants to do it again, and again, and

again

'

It 's a good thing she has makeup to cover this up later.)

Yor lets out a whimper when she feels his tongue undulate against her neck with her fingers that are still buried in his hair curl into his scalp, and she takes a deep breath.

She

should be the one making him feel good, too. Right?

It 's not fair when

he 's

the only one doing the work here, and she 's beginning to feel a little

bad

about it.

Which 'yes, she knows it 's

irrational

considering he 's the one who suggested the massage but 'still.

Yor feels guilty that she isn 't doing anything and she

wants

to make this feel good for him, too.

Her tongue darts out to wet swipe along her lower lip, and she lets out an amorous sigh when Loid moves to place a peck on her skin right below her collarbone. '...Let me help you. '

There 's a frown that takes its form on his lips, his brows pulling down as he tilts his chin up to look at her. 'With '? '

'I ' '

Why

is the action of simply suggesting that she helps him with getting some relief 'for her to do more than just

lay in bed

'making her feel so

flustered

? 'I can do some stuff as well '. ' Yor murmurs, the feeling of being shy is beginning to creep up on her again '

God

'

She is

this

close to breaking eye contact with him, but '

She doesn 't 'even if his gaze feels like it can

burn

and she wants to shrink into herself because of it.

It takes a moment for Loid to figure out what Yor is

implying

, eyes focused on hers and trying to analyze it because what does she '

It 's when he takes in how wide and pleading her eyes look 'the hint of eagerness swirling inside those deep, red eyes '

That it

clicks

.

Ah

.

So she wants to '

Loid 's frown deepens ' 'This was supposed to be about helping you relax ' '

But

is

it solely just that, now?

' 'you don 't need to worry about doing anything ' '

'But what about

you

? ' Yor protests, her lower lip juts out into a small pout. 'I want you to enjoy this as well. '

Loid 's mouth stays open for a fraction of a second '

Oh

.

He bites back a chuckle.

Now that he doesn 't have to put a facade up, and there 's no mission to worry about 'all while he has the most interesting and gorgeous woman he 's ever met right under his hands, letting him touch her and leave small love bites on her skin?

He 's

absolutely

enjoying himself, maybe a bit more than he anticipated.

So Yor doesn 't need to

worry

about that '

'But 'I

am

enjoying myself, ' Loid murmurs, sounding as honest as he can be.

But all Yor does is narrow her eyes, her lower lip jutting out into a faint pout, the disbelief in her brows becoming evident 'which

baffles

him because he truly

is

enjoying himself but '

Ah.

She 's not going to let this drop, is she?

' ' ' Loid takes a breath, his chest rising as he considers his options, then moves his head to continue his ministrations, murmuring against soft skin, 'Okay. '

Yor seems to be relieved by that as he can feel her chest fall with a short sigh.

As far as their experience with sex together goes 'they 've only managed to try out the same position a few times.

Not that Loid has any issues about that 'god, no. He 's perfectly fine with what they were doing.

It gave him the view of watching Yor 's facial expression change while fucking her, and it 's easy access for him to simply lean forward and kiss whenever he wanted to.

But '

If she 's so willing to

'help '

, then maybe '

Maybe they can try something

new

tonight.

Loid lightly grazes his teeth over her chest, hands resting on either side of her shoulder, asking with a level of gentleness and patience in his tone, 'Do you have an idea in mind, love? '

And here is where Yor hesitates because '

Well.

There 's not much

experience

for her to go from 'she knows that there

are

things she can do for her partner.

The girls at city hall would talk about it whenever the topic of sex came up.

But they were never

clear

about what they did 'saying that 'Yor wouldn 't understand '

Which was true, she

wouldn 't

.

But ' she wishes she

did

because now she feels clueless and she doesn 't know how to properly offer the help she

wants

to give.

' ' ' Yor takes a deep breath, willing her voice to not sound so shaky, 'What 'what do you

like

? '

Despite her not knowing much 'she knows that Loid

does

. Meaning he knows what he wants from his partners, and Yor wants to know and learn how to give that kind of pleasure to him, too.

(And perhaps make it even

better

than what he 's ever had in the past.

Is that the irrationally jealous part of her saying that? Possibly.)

Loid buries a small smile against her skin '

He wants to say,

'anything '

because honestly, he doesn 't think whatever Yor will do wouldn 't feel good.

It 's already enough that she

wants

to try something new.

He 's open to anything but 'he doesn 't think saying

that

as an answer will help her out.

Not when he can hear the uncertainty in her voice, how unsure she is with the options that she has.

So, instead, he trails his lips down her chest, murmuring, 'I have a few things in mind if you 're okay with that. '

Yes,

please

'

The breath that Yor lets out is full of relief, and she nods, a keen expression growing in her eyes. 'Okay. '

The smile on him grows endeared. 'Well, ' he moves to kiss the swell of her chest, 'you can simply use your hand, ' especially since he

knows

she has a pretty strong grip, 'it 'll feel

just

as good. '

It 's a little on the

safer

option since it 's something that Yor

has

done before 'so it 's not new to her.

But it was never for that long, just a few strokes to help him get hard so

he

can take over right after by pressing her to the mattress, finding his spot between her legs.

Giving him a proper hand job

is

an option that she seems to like 'especially knowing the familiar feeling of him in her hand, the

weight

of it, knowing that her fingers can 't wrap

all the way

'

It 's appealing, something that Yor

does

consider until Loid continues, lips moving against heated skin. 'Or, ' one of his hands reaches to brush over her stomach and slowly slides them up to where her ribs are, fingers featherlight, 'you can get on your knees. '

It 's not something that they 've done before, but Loid is willing to teach her if she 's up for it.

He presses another tender kiss, this time closer to her nipple, and he can feel her heart beating rapidly under his lips, 'And you can try taking me in your mouth. I 'll be slow with you. '

That 's

something new for her 'for them, really 'and it 's making her unconsciously dart her tongue out to wet her lips, already thinking about what that would feel like.

How he would

taste

, what it 's like to have something of

that

size inside her mouth '

If she can

take

it all or would it be

too much

?

She wants to know, and excitement thrills inside her the more she thinks about it '

'

Or

, ' Yor frowns when she hears him again, because what else can he propose?

And the next option '

Loid doesn 't know how she 'll react to it since it

does

involve more confidence on her end and she 's still so new to all of this, but '

But at least this way, they

both

get something out of it.

It doesn 't

hurt

to throw it out there as a

suggestion

.

This time, Loid 's tongue comes out, giving her nipple a tantalizing lick, and he can feel her body shaking underneath him when his other hand moves up, his thumb gently rubbing the other nipple in a small circle. 'You can get on top ' ' a flick of his tongue over the tip of the perked up nipple, ' 'and try riding me, if you 'd like? '

Yor 's breath catches in her throat, an uncertain pause of silence settling within her.

That 's '

That 's not something she 's particularly familiar with, and she feels a little

embarrassed

about that.

It 's not like she

doesn 't

know what that position means 'she 's inexperienced, yes, but not a

child

.

It 's just '

'I wouldn 't ' ' Yor swallows and she tips her head so the back of her skull lands on the pillow to hopefully hide how

red

her face is, 'know how to ' '

Honestly, she 's expecting Loid to

laugh

at her or something 'she wouldn 't blame him if he did.

But instead '

She feels him hum against her chest, and he doesn 't

sound

mocking, 'I know. '

It 's not like he expected her to know much, to begin with.

But that 's not a problem 'he 's a patient man, and he 's

more

than willing to help her with this type of stuff when needed.

'But, ' He teases her nipple with his teeth, feeling her thighs tighten around him, 'I can show you, only if you want to. I 'm happy with anything you choose. '

That alone takes off some of the pressure on her.

To let her know that she doesn 't

have

to say yes 'and it 'll be

okay

.

Loid won 't make her do something she won 't like.

It makes her feel

safe

and more comfortable around him like this.

And because of that '

Yor looks back down at Loid, biting her lower lip.

'She 's willing to

try

it out with him. It 's just '

' 'And you 'll like it? ' She already sounds so winded when she asks that, but she can 't

help

it when all she feels is something warm and

wet

licking and sucking at her nipples, sending pulses of heat down her body.

It 's a question that has Loid sliding an amused grin on his lips '

'

Very

much, ' He purrs, seemingly content with having Yor 's chest all to himself as he adds in, 'and so will you. '

She 's a little nervous because what if she 's

bad

at it like everything else?

What if Loid decides he doesn 't

ever

want to do it again and '

And then he 's just going to get bored of her, right? If she can 't keep up, he 's going to want someone

else

who is more experienced.

And then that 's it 'marriage is

over

.

Crap.

(Again 'Loid won 't ever think like that.

He knows Yor doesn 't have much experience 'he isn 't expecting her to all of a sudden become some

pro

on her first try.

And that 's more than okay 'if anything, it 's

exciting

.

It means they can learn and try things

together

.

Who doesn 't want that?)

Strengthening her nerves, Yor lets out a low and soft sigh. ' 'I want to try that then. '

Loid pauses, his mouth leaving her skin and looking up at her with raised brows, and he sounds so

cautious

, ' 'Are you

sure

? You don 't have to if you don 't want to, I 'm

more

than fine with ' '

'I

want

to, ' Yor cuts him off and shakes her head, using her fingers that are still in his hair to rub his scalp reassuringly. 'I want you to relax as well and ' ' there 's a

hint

of timidity hanging in the chuckle that she lets out, 'we can 't keep doing the same thing forever, right? '

Loid freezes as soon as he hears

that

'

'Huh.

He blinks, and it feels like his mind is beginning to pick a fight with the stupid beating organ inside his chest.

Forever

.

Is that even something he can

allow

himself to think about?

The possibility that this '

family

will stay when his mission is done?

That he can have a forever with Yor?

Will that be so

bad

'?

Shaking himself out of it, he gives her nipple one last peck before he 's trailing his mouth back up along her chest, spreading goosebumps over her skin as he crawls back up, her hands coming to hold onto his back.

'You 're right, ' Loid mouths at the small, red bruise that 's forming beautifully on her neck, his voice coming out more of a rumble when his lips are

so

close to her skin, 'it 's nice to try new things, after all. '

He just never thought he would get this far to do that with

her

but 'here they are.

'R-right, so, how ' ' Yor lets out a small gasp, thick warmth spreading through her when Loid 's mouth latches onto that sensitive spot on her neck, the muscles in his jaw working as his tongue rolls and flicks at the skin, 'how should I ' ' she trails off, unsure how she 's supposed to get on top when they 're like

this

.

He 's

the one that needs to be lying down now, right?

All Loid does is hum, his left hand bearing all of his weight when he places it beside Yor 's head, while the other is reaching out towards their nightstand that 's beside their bed.

He needed to buy a pack of condoms for their first time 'and they

did

use a few after that night.

(One time they

didn 't

'but they were a little too worked up and mindless to kinda care until after the fact.

Thankfully, nothing

unexpected

happened after that.)

And sure, Yor can go on the pill so they don 't have to worry about condoms all the time but '

Why would he make her go through all of the side effects 'most that aren 't that

pleasant

'when he can simply 'cover himself with something?

When Loid moves his head back, his mouth only stops a few inches from Yor 's, his breath fanning over her lips when he asks in a lower tone, 'You were saying? '

Yor

gulps

'

'That 'you should probably be the one lying down ' ' She murmurs slowly, sounding a little unsure for reasons she doesn 't know

why

.

'Mm, ' Loid hums and tilts his head a little to the side, sliding the packet into his front pocket for now, and there 's a faint pull at the corner of his mouth that has her heart doing a little hiccup. 'That

does

sound like a good idea. '

He says it with a certain level of tease in his voice, and she

wants

to say something about that but '

She doesn 't get the

chance

to react before he closes the distance between them with a searing kiss, stealing the words out of her mouth and letting them melt into a small sigh from her instead.

Yor doesn 't

mind

doing this as well 'she

likes

kissing him.

It 's something that she has come to realize ever since they started getting more intimate with each other.

Loid lowers his body until he 's supporting his weight on his left elbow, his right hand comes up to cup her left cheek, allowing him to

deepen

the kiss while he guides Yor 's body to follow him.

She doesn 't register what he 's trying to do right away when she feels him lean on his side, but she lets him guide them, letting her chase after his mouth until '

Until his hand from her cheek slides down to her waist and '

'Oh '! '

All of a sudden 'her entire world is spinning and she lets out a small, embarrassing, muffled

yelp

when Loid turns them around, causing her to end up on top and straddling his hips, while he ends up with his back sinking into the mattress.

Yor 's hands fumble for his chest or neck or

anything

to hold onto so she doesn 't topple over but '

She never falls because Loid 's hold on her is

firm

'pinning her in place.

And he 's

still

kissing her, using his left hand to grasp onto the back of her head and keeping her head close to his, while the other has a tight hold on her hip, spreading heat down her body and Yor

swears

he can feel her heart beating so profusely against his chest.

The small laugh that Loid lets out is warm when he pulls back, and he relishes the sight of how swollen and red Yor 's lips are. 'You okay? '

Aside from the fact that her mind is still trying to catch up to what 's happening '

Yor lets out a breathless giggle and nods, letting her palms rest against his chest and the feel of solid muscle under her fingers. 'Yeah, ' then, she gives him another kiss before she 's shifting her lower body into a more comfortable position 'and

that

movement causes her ass to move back

just

a bit '

Loid puffs out his cheeks with a quick breath when he feels her sit

right

on top of his bulge, and

god

'he can feel the heat already trying to envelop him, the thin fabric of her panties failing to serve as an effective barrier from showing him how wet she is.

And it 's not until now 'that he realizes just how

achingly

hard he is, his focus was primarily on

Yor

and he kinda brushed his pleasure

aside

, but '

Now that he 's finally getting some friction '

Loid 's breathing is starting to become a little heavier, and his hands find their way to wrap around each of Yor 's strong thighs and 'he can 't

help

but chase that friction '

So he lifts his hips ever so slightly, grinding against her, and that pulls out a small, shocked gasp from Yor.

'That ' ' Yor begins to pant against his mouth, her core clenching when she feels him growing firmer and

grinding

against her covered slit, ' 'your pants ' '

At the moment 'Loid doesn 't say anything.

He 's a little too

lost

in the building pleasure in his lower stomach as he sets a slow rhythm of moving his hips, burying his cock that 's still covered a little

more

into her, nipping at her lips until he 's making her whine.

And honestly, he 's fine with just doing this 'he can probably get off on this

alone

if he just uses a little more pressure and lets his mind become lost in the sound of her moaning between kisses.

But '

More heat welcomes him when he drags his trapped cock against her, and he exhales a sharp breath when he can just tell she 's

already

soaked '

And the thought of being able to

sink

into that cunt and fuck her is what makes him shift his gaze back to her, remembering what they were

supposed

to be doing right now.

Loid breathes out slowly, trying to

calm down

before he actually

does

come before he has a chance to get inside her. 'Right, you should ' '

However, both of them

freeze

at the sound of the phone ringing from their nightstand, and Loid 's eyes enlarge as he looks at her.

No, no, no,

no

'

'Should we ' ' Yor catches her breath, 'get that '? ' And she can 't help but squirm because her underwear feels so

sticky

, she wants to take them

off

but '

Loid 's chest sinks with a dreadful breath, and one hand comes up to drag over his face.

He could ignore it.

He

really

wants to but 'It could be important, and he can 't risk missing a phone call because of his own needs 'even if the option of saying, 'fuck it ' is

very

tempting when he has her still slowly swaying her hips, keeping him stimulated and

painfully

aroused.

He still needs to answer the damn phone. (And he will be

very

thankful that he did in a few seconds)

' 'Yeah, I-I should ' ' Loid clears his throat, he sounds so

annoyed

(not at her, obviously) when he says that.

'Just ' ' Loid grits his teeth when Yor shifts on top of him, 'try to be quiet. It shouldn 't take too long. ' Then, he reaches to pick up the phone.

With that, the heat returns to her face, and she feels herself involuntarily flutter against him '

(And yes, he

did

feel that.)

Knowing that they shouldn 't be doing

this

while he 's on the phone, that they could get

caught

'it makes the tension inside her grow, the thrill of it sparking something in her lower stomach.

It 's '

'Hello? ' They both hold their breath, waiting for the other person to answer, and once they

do

'

Loid huffs out a breath, 'Franky, ' and he internally groans, already knowing what

this

is about 'he didn 't even

realize

that much time has passed already.

What the hell '

All Yor does is let her shoulders sag because 'that means they won 't have time, now. Right?

Anya is probably going to be dropped off anytime soon 'they

still

need to change and clean up '

Meaning

this

will have to wait for another time.

Loid moves to sit up a little so that his head is supported by the headboard behind him. 'Are you guys ' ' Loid bites down onto his lower lip,

hard

, because Yor is also leaning back to sit up, and

that

action alone causes her to add

more

weight to his covered erection that she 's already sitting on.

Fuck '

Loid forces out a strained cough, ' 'Still at the park? '

Yor can 't hear what 's being said on the other end of the line, so she doesn 't know what 's going on 'not until she watches him take a deep breath of relief, some of the stress leaving his eyes.

Which means good news for them.

'Right

?

'Yeah, I know, ' Loid continues to talk, his other hand slowly sliding up and down her thigh, spreading fire across her skin, anticipation rising the closer his fingers get to where she

wants

it 'but never actually giving it to her.

And it 's not

fair

because he

still

manages to work her up and tease her until she 's really sensitive, even when his attention isn 't entirely focused on her 'made all the worse by the fact that she can still feel the heated outline of him in his pants, pressing

right

against her center '

Yor bites onto her lower lip for a moment, and her hands slowly slide down to where the waistband of Loid 's pants is.

She

really

wants him inside her. She doesn 't

want

to wait.

And all he said was to be

quiet

'she 's an expert at that, considering she 's, well,

you

know

.

But he never said she can 't

move

or do anything so '

Loid pauses mid-conversation and his entire body goes

rigid

when he feels Yor moving a little back to unbuckle his belt, and his eyes gradually widen when he watches her pull on his zipper.

She doesn 't say anything, but her hands become hesitant when she 's about to unbutton his pants because she never really

asked

if this was okay 'which she knows is probably not needed, not when she can tell he wants

this

just as much as her but '

Still.

Yor looks at him, searching for some kind of nonverbal answer from him to continue or not '

Something a little dark flash in his eyes before Loid is letting out a slow breath, and he gives her a reassuring rub on her thigh to tell her to

continue

, swallowing thickly as he mutters to the phone, 'Yeah, you see, about that ' '

And he

barely

manages to stifle a hiss when Yor pulls on his waistband, dragging his pants and underwear down to

finally

let his cock bounce free.

It 's not

intentional

but 'when she sees how red it is and some pre-cum already leaking from the tip '

She just

stares

, feeling a whimper getting stuck at the back of her throat because it 's '

She doesn 't know

why

but she feels her mouth water, her eyelids lowering while her lips part ever so slightly 'it 's probably because she 's really worked up right now because '

All she wants to do is lean

down

and drag her tongue over the tip of his cock

so bad

'to get a taste and feel the weight of him in her mouth 'and she

does

begin to move her head but '

But then Loid holds up the condom packet in front of her, and Yor stops, her eyes flickering between the condom and looking at Loid, a little puzzled at first.

That is 'until the realization of what she

initially

was supposed to do hits her, and she flushes out of embarrassment for a moment.

Right

.

The other stuff can wait for another day, it seems.

Taking the packet from him, she sits back while trying to calm her heart down, and rips it open to take out the condom that 's already slicked with some kind of lubricant.

Loid is only half paying attention to what Franky is saying on the phone 'some complaint about a woman and Bond, he 's not that interested 'because his mind is solely focused on watching

Yor

.

He 's concentrating more on trying

not

to make an obvious sound when he feels her fingers wrap around him 'finally giving him some kind of stimulation after being painfully trapped and hard 'making him almost

choke

in relief.

'I can ' ' Loid 's eyelashes flutter, and he sucks in a breath when Yor gives his erection a slow stroke, and it 's a little

rough

since her hands are dry, but the attention alone feels too good to care about that, ' 'double the pay if you keep them there longer. '

There 's a brief pause from the other end of the line 'and Loid already knows that Franky will take it, no doubt.

Because when there 's money involved 'Franky never really had it in him to say

no

'

'

'Fine

, ' Is the answer that Loid gets from him, a small

tch

filtering through, 'but you owe me big time, you know. '

With that, Loid snorts, his hand that 's on Yor 's thigh giving it a small squeeze when she rolls the condom on. 'I know. '

The phone call doesn 't stop right away, not when Franky has more to say 'and honestly, if this was any other time, Loid wouldn 't have cared and would sit there and listen but '

Not when he has more

pressing matters

to deal with.

So, before he hangs up, Loid manages to ask about the

one

thing that he truly cares about, 'And Anya? '

'Oh, ' he hears Franky sigh on the phone, and somewhere in the background he hears Anya giggling, 'she 's fine with her ice cream, and Bond is keeping her busy. '

Good. That 's

all

Loid needs to know for some reassurance.

All he does is nod, shooting Franky a quick goodbye before he 's swiftly turning his body to put away the phone, and then finally '

Loid huffs out a breath and just takes a moment to take in the view of Yor sitting on his lap while idly stroking him, her cheeks brushed with a faint blush of red while she looks at him with a slight smile.

And in that moment, he can 't stop thinking '

How

did he get so lucky in getting her to be his wife?

(And since

when

did he stop seeing her as his fake wife but something

more

?)

'Is Anya doing okay? '

'She is, ' Loid murmurs, both hands finding their spot to wrap around her thighs. 'Bond is keeping her busy. '

'She 's going to be exhausted when she gets home, ' Yor chuckles, sounding so tender and '

All Loid can do is let a faint smile pull on his lips, warmth blooming in his chest at the reminder of just how much Yor 's and Anya 's relationship has grown.

How much of a

real

mother Yor has been to Anya and that '

It makes him feel things that he never thought he would get the chance of feeling ever

again

.

Not after 'what happened to his family years ago.

' ' ' Swallowing down those memories 'he does not want to be thinking about

that

at this particular moment 'Loid gives Yor 's thigh a small tap with his fingers, and his smile grows when she looks at him, seeming a little fazed. 'Wanna move up for me? '

Yor 's eyes widen only for a fraction of a second before her entire expression melts into a grin, and she nods, shuffling forward and lifting her hips.

At the same time, Loid moves up 'the muscles in his stomach working to hold him steady 'and he reaches for Yor 's shoulder with his mouth, all while he tries to take off the rest of his pants.

Her hands find his shoulders to lean onto, and she finally lets a whimper slip from her when Loid has his mouth traveling down until he 's dipping his head to capture her nipple into his mouth, one hand holding onto her hip while the other '

'You 're soaked, ' it comes out as a pleased groan against her skin when he says that, and Yor 's only response is a small whine, toes slightly curling when he has his middle and index fingers running through her covered folds before he 's dipping two fingers

under

her waistband, and he pauses.

He doesn 't need to say anything, not when his pause is long enough for Yor to get what he 's silently asking to do '

And she quickly complies, lifting her legs so he can drag her underwear off 'a shiver sprouting up her body at the feeling of cool air hitting her exposed cunt 'and he throws it somewhere on the floor.

Even though he already

kinda

helped in opening her up from earlier, it doesn 't hurt to just '

Yor gasps at the sudden contact of his fingers with her clit, 'I thought I was supposed to ' '

'You will, ' Loid 's tongue slowly swirls around her nipple, mimicking the movement of his fingers that are also rubbing gentle circles around her clit. 'I just want you to relax for now. '

Despite how her heart is racing and she already feels

overwhelmed

with the intimate touches and Loid 's warm mouth all over, making her breath hitch every so often 'she still manages to let out a small giggle, 'You 've been saying that a lot today. '

'And I mean it every time I do, ' Loid casually admits, carefully pulling on her nipple with his teeth and making her writhe because of it.

Once he feels her wet enough that she 's dripping, he slides his fingers through her slit and pushes two inside at the same time, feeling no resistance at all, and that just makes Yor drop her head with a moan 'right above where Loid 's ear is.

It 's so quiet and dulcet, yet unashamed with pleasure, and it echoes in his ear, wrapping around him and spurring him on even

more

.

It doesn 't take long until he 's able to work three fingers into her, curling them to massage her G-spot and trying to ease her into opening up a little more 'his mouth busy trying to lavish both nipples with attention.

When he 's able to slip a

fourth

finger in '

Loid hears a

louder

moan from Yor 'somewhere in there is a mix of his name and the word,

'please '

being choked out 'and that 's when he slips his fingers out and wraps around his cock to make it sit up while using his other hand to guide her hips so that she 's hovering

right

above the tip of it.

And Yor lets out a shaky breath, feeling herself flutter around empty air because 'god,

finally

, all he has to do is push

in

'

'Slowly, ' Loid 's grip on her is firm, preventing her from moving at all '

Because even if they 've already had sex before 'it 's not a lot and not that

often

.

His jobs aren 't that generous with personal time, or sometimes it 's Yor who isn 't home when he is, and Anya is

also

something they have to worry about.

But the times that they

do

get a few hours alone 'Loid is usually thorough with prep and foreplay, mainly because he

enjoys

it but also because she kinda needs it in order to

take

him.

And he didn 't really do that much tonight 'not that he thinks she 'll get hurt 'but he rather not take that chance.

Nodding, Yor gets a more sturdy grip on his shoulders, and she lowers her body only slightly 'trying to find the right angle 'until the head is right at her hole, making them both

shudder

.

Because of how wet she is, paired with the lube that 's already slicked around the condom '

He slips right in, making Loid 's mouth open with a silent moan while he leans away until his back is resting against the headboard, and Yor is

trying

to ease herself little by little.

But the thing that she didn 't know 'of

course

, she didn 't 'was just how much

fuller

she would feel from this angle.

He 's barely halfway in and it already feels like it 's so

much

, her nails slightly digging into his skin, making him hiss, and all she can do is take slow breaths while sinking a

little

further down, letting the aching stretch begin to overtake her.

The next thing she didn 't know about being in this position 'was the

sight

that she was left with underneath her.

And '

Don 't get her wrong, she loves watching him when he 's on top 'she

enjoys

the eye contact that he usually makes with her along with how

personal

everything gets, how

safe

he makes her feel when

he 's

the one in control, but '

Loid curses under his breath, his eyes becoming half-lidded as he watches her '

She thinks she enjoys

this

view a little more.

Because not only does he look really good like this but '

From this position, she can see how his expression subtly changes, giving her the ability to pay extra attention to how his brows

twitch

every time she moves, or how his lips are parted on a low moan 'and they 're so wet and tempting to

bite

on 'with a hint of his teeth flashing behind them.

It 's a view that she

wants

to take in for as long as she can, wanting to remember how flushed his face and chest are, how she can see the strain in his jaw with how

hard

he 's trying not to move 'giving Yor

all

of the control.

Making

him

the one that looks vulnerable under her.

It 's an ecstatic feeling, knowing

she 's

the one that 's doing this to him. Knowing that she 's pulling out all of these reactions from him '

controlling

how things go between them.

It 's a nice change of pace 'and she 's beginning to like it a

little

more than she anticipated.

'Can you ' ' Yor gasps on a moan and her hands slip down to grab onto Loid 's chest when she sinks down a bit faster than before, feeling him splitting her open in the best possible way, 'tell me if I do something wrong? '

That

has Loid pausing with a surprised arch to his eyebrow because he doubts she can ever do anything considered

wrong

while in this position, but he nods numbly, thumb giving her a reassuring massage. 'You 're doing

perfect

right now. '

'I am? ' Yor 's eyes widen with genuine shock, and Loid 's breath hitches when that small praise alone causes her to

clench

tightly around him.

'Y-yeah, you are, ' his breath comes out a little ragged, ringing out another moan from her when he adds on, '

so

perfect. '

He uses his hold on her to flex his hips, moving it to push his cock a little

further

, causing him to finally go all the way in '

'

Oh

' ' It almost feels impossible for her to take a proper breath with how

deep

he feels inside her 'it 's like she can feel him in her

throat

, her lungs burning and she 's trying to steady herself.

But it 's so

hard

, fuck '

'Just, ' Loid 's mind is running in different directions, torn between staying still and only supporting her with small movements 'and wanting to hold onto her neck and just

thrust

upwards, to chase after the heat that 's pulsing so deliciously around him.

But no 'she said she wanted to

help

and do it on her

own

, so he regresses to keeping his hands still, waiting for her to

adjust

.

'Do what you think you would like, ' Loid mutters, hands moving behind her to knead the soft yet remarkably toned flesh of her ass.

'I wouldn 't ' ' Yor frowns, 'know what I like, though. '

That 's a fair point.

'And this is supposed to be about what

you

like as well, ' Yor points out, sounding a little stubborn '

Ah, right, she 's still on that, isn 't she?

Darting his tongue out to wet his lips, he mutters a soft, 'Here, ' and when Loid moves again, it 's to encourage her to

roll

her hips, pushing her with his hands on her ass while he simultaneously moves his hips

up

, 'does this feel good for you? '

When he does that, it makes his cock move to hit a

very

sensitive spot inside her, but at the same time 'it has her clit rubbing against his lower stomach, giving her the twin sensation of feeling

warmth

shoot up her body and being so damn

full

'

All Yor manages to say at that moment is a small,

'Yes '

, panting heavily and leaning closer to his chest, moaning softly when he does that again.

Loid leans in a little more to suck on her lower lip, he doesn 't stop moving his hands, but it 's not as

forceful

as before 'allowing her to control the pace, now, and he murmurs hoarsely against her mouth, 'Then keep doing that. '

And she

does

'giving her hips an experimental roll on her own, doing what he did before but angling it so there 's

more

pressure being put against that spot that has her eyes rolling back and letting out a breathy moan.

It makes the thick pleasure inside her slowly build, tightening every time his body brushes against her swollen clit and whenever she hears

him

moan.

'An 'and you ' '

Already knowing what she 's

about

to ask, Loid presses a smile into another kiss, answering before she gets the

chance

to finish, 'It feels good, ' and taking advantage of how she reacts whenever he

praises

her, Loid pulls onto her lower lip, fingers digging into her ass a little more, 'you feel

so

good around me. '

Violent tremors spike through her when he says that into the small, intimate space between them, making her pussy tighten around him again '

'Doing

so

well already, ' It sounds more like a moan when Loid says that, and Yor

keens

from it, trying to do something a little different as she speeds up the pace of her hips, wanting to hear him sound like

that

again.

Her legs around him tenses, and she uses that to do another indulgent roll of her hips, feeling him drag along her walls 'and all Loid manages to do is let out small breaths, knowing that the tightness in his stomach is almost ready to

snap

.

'If it makes it easier for you, ' Loid kisses her again, feeling like he might not

ever

get enough of it, 'you can lean back a little. '

Unsure of what he 's trying to get her to do at first, Yor 's mouth turns downwards, and Loid can see that '

'You can put your hands on my thighs, ' Loid tries to breathe slowly while explaining, 'you might like it. '

Nodding with a deep breath, Yor 's hands leave his chest and she finds it pretty endearing that she can feel his hand flying up to hold onto her waist to keep her from

falling

'because it 's not like she really

needs

that support.

Her core strength is enough to support her on her own but 'the act is still

appreciated

.

Leaning back, she holds onto his upper thighs to brace herself.

'

Oh

, ' Yor half moans, half gasps when that makes his cock shift so that it 's pressing

relentlessly

against her sensitive spot, giving her constant, overwhelming stimulation.

'How do you feel? ' Loid 's voice is soft, and attentive, watching for every change in her expression.

Yor 's voice comes out more like a slur, 'That 's 'it feels ' '

It 's

so

much better from this angle.

She can feel more of him inside her, it makes it easier for her to move her hips in a way that makes her eyes roll

back

'

And his thighs, packed with solid muscles, work as an

amazing

source of support for her to lean on, and she

loves

how she can feel every flex within his muscle when she moves on top of him.

'G-good, ' is what she manages to say out loud 'well, more like a

moan

, every time she pushes her hips forward causes pleasure to spear through her like a heated knife.

'Yeah? ' Loid lets himself sink his back against the headboard 'doing what he 's been telling her to do and letting his body

relax

'while he lets his hands wander.

She bites onto her lip, letting out a small hum while nodding '

'Oh god ' ' Yor tips her head back and squeezes her eyes shut, her body spasming around him '

The only thing that was missing was the stimulation that she had against her clit, but then 'Loid 's thumb is right

there

, applying the perfect amount of pressure that she

likes

and rubbing it in

slow

circles in a way that makes her mind go blank and all she can feel and think about is '

It 's

so

fucking good.

Loid isn 't doing any better 'hell, he feels like his mind is in some other realm,

far

away from here.

How

is he expected to keep it together when he gets

this

view all to himself?

He never minded being on top 'he gets to watch the pleasure shaping Yor 's eyes and mouth but '

Like this? He can see

everything

a little clearer.

How her cheeks have a faint dusting of a pink shade on them, how she 's biting her lips and concentrating so hard on trying to make this feel good for the

both

of them.

Watching her slowly gain more confidence with her movements and the fire behind those red eyes

growing

the less shy she gets 'he doesn 't know

how

he ever managed to survive those months without ever doing anything with her.

And it 's not

only

that.

It 's how he gets to still pull out little moans from her by giving her nipples a small squeeze, letting her voice colour the air around them the more he plays with her clit.

And '

'Fuck. '

How he gets to watch his cock disappear inside her, how stretched open she is around the girth and is taking him

so

well 'how a little bit of her fluids drip down the length of him.

Even if this position is

usually

to let the one on top take what they like, how it doesn 't do

that

much to him when she 's only circling her hips 'Loid has no problem simply sitting back and letting her explore what makes her feel good.

He can probably come just from the

sight

alone 'it 's new and

god

, he already knows it 's going to be the only thing that he can think about when he 's alone.

And Yor '

While this position is really nice, she can already feel her orgasm ready to come down on her at any second, and it 's a little easier for her like this 'she doesn 't get to

hold

onto him, and she kinda

likes

that contact, so '

She moves again, and Loid is able to figure out what she 's about to do as he goes to grip her waist, but '

This time, her hips unintentionally

lift

'meaning Loid slips

out

a few inches 'and she sinks back down when her hands come to wrap around his shoulders, and '

'

Shit

' ' Loid isn 't fast enough to stop himself from swearing, and he lets out a soft moan, his legs

tensing

under her, and Yor

shivers

from it.

That and 'how

affected

he was when she did that, it 's

different

to how he looked before.

And

oh

, she

likes

how that made him react.

So '

Regaining her balance and inhaling a small breath, she rises onto her knees until he 's a little more halfway out 'only for her to sink back down, feeling like that action

alone

punching out all of the air from her lungs and she 's forced to take a gasp.

'Yor, that 's ' '

'It makes you feel good, right? ' She asks, pushing her hips a little back and lifting them just to come back down, heat curling inside her when she makes him sound like

that

.

And Loid 's mind is at

loss

here, unsure what to focus on first 'the blinding pleasure of her starting a small, slow rhythm of bouncing on his dick or the fact that she sounds so confident,

alluring

, when she asks that, because he

did

not expect for this kind of change so suddenly.

He nods, sucking in a sharp breath, 'Y-yeah, it feels really good. '

And it 's

all

Yor needs to continue, feeling a little

braver

than before now that she

knows

what makes him act like this '

(And she 's gradually starting to like this position more and

more

.)

The next time she comes up, she clenches around him before putting more force on her way back down, making him groan and throw his head back, breathing heavily while his grip on her waist is so strong, trying to

ground

himself.

It puts a lot more of a strain on her thighs 'which isn 't a problem, of course, not when she

trained

her body to handle extreme, strenuous activities '

But the feeling of coming back down, grinding on his hips to get every inch of him inside her, making her see stars while listening to him lose it under her 'it 's

addicting

.

It makes whatever small pain in her legs instantly fade away, prompting her to go faster,

harder

, broken gasps coming out of her when she feels Loid dig his fingers into the soft flesh of her skin, and '

This wasn 't what an innocent little massage was

supposed

to lead to, but '

'Don 't ' ' Loid goes for her neck, sucking hard until he feels the roof of his mouth go numb, and she 's spasming around him.

For the first time, Loid doesn 't feel in control.

After how many times he had to sleep with other women for his mission 'he was

always

in control.

It was always him doing all the work 'which he didn 't care about, it was easier that way to get them to talk and give him the information he needed.

It was quick, doing what was necessary 'it

felt

like a job.

Not '

'Don 't stop, ' Loid

barely

manages to stop himself from letting out an embarrassing whine, and he coughs out a moan instead, taking deep breaths to try not to come so

soon

but 'it 's hard when Yor is

relentless

with her pace.

'It was never like

this

with anyone else.

Maybe it 's because he knows 'he 's not even

trying

to deny it at this point, anymore 'that he feels more attached to Yor than he did for his past fake relationships.

But it 's

mind-blowing

'rendering him unable to think or say a single coherent thing except for small praises, telling her it feels perfect or how

good

she 's doing.

And that only spurs her on even

more

, and she dives forward to crash their mouths together, her arms wrapping around his neck while she rides him with

no

intention of ever slowing down.

It 's also different because 'with other women, they always get

tired

after a few minutes 'so he gets to take over as soon as possible.

But with Yor?

One thing he learned from her is that she 's

terrifyingly

strong.

So even if he

wanted

to try flipping them over 'he doesn 't think he

can

.

All he can do is sit here and

take

it, gasping while clinging onto her, kissing her as much as he can even though it 's so sloppy with more tongue than anything else.

But he doesn 't care.

And when he feels her moan, so wet and mindlessly, against his mouth while she slams down onto his hips, clenching so violently around him 'his mind goes

blank

and '

'I 'm ' ' He doesn 't know if he should be scared or more turned on about the fact that he 's about to fall apart and can barely talk, but here he is, 'about to ' '

But he doesn 't

get

to finish what he 's trying to say because Yor 's mouth is back on his, muffling the rest of the words while she rolls her hips.

And maybe it 's the intimacy of it all that does it for him 'he doesn 't stop the low, guttural groan that comes out of him when he comes inside the condom, his cock twitching and he 's trembling under her while she continues to ride him.

Everything is white bliss for a moment, thick spurts of cum getting released, and he doesn 't come back to awareness until the very last

drop

leaks out of him, and '

'Oh, ' Loid sucks in a sharp breath through gritted teeth, and his eyes roll back because '

'

Fuck

, Yor ' '

She hasn 't

stopped

moving.

'I ' ' Yor whines, switching to rolling her hips again so she can get the double stimulation on her clit and G-spot because she 's

right

there. So,

so

close, she just needs '

Loid can feel that much, she 's becoming

impossibly

tight and he wants to help her but '

But he

can 't

.

He 's

still

trying to recover from his orgasm and he 's never fucked

right

after one 'meaning everything is sensitive and

so damn overwhelming

, he 's barely able to breathe.

It 's too intense, he 's not

used

to this '

'I know, ' Is all he manages to pant out, one hand finding her lower back while the other finds the back of her head, holding her

close

to his chest.

All he hears is her gasping and moaning right next to his ear because

that

movement causes his body to brush against her clit, awakening every nerve inside her and setting it on fire so she can go

faster

and chase that orgasm.

He doesn 't know how he

survives

when he can feel himself already beginning to soften inside her, and there 's just blinding heat throbbing so viciously around him when she reaches the edge 'but he grasps onto that small rope that 's holding him together, leaning over to sink his teeth into her shoulder because

holy shit

he feels like about to

combust

'

But that, him

biting

her 'is what makes her cry out a loud moan, her entire frame shaking while her second orgasm makes it feel like she 's floating in air, heat exploding from her belly, and she 's

done

for.

(Somewhere in the back of his head, he manages to make a small note on that new little

discovery

of what she likes.)

They don 't know how long it takes for her to calm down, but Loid is right there 'soothing her and breathlessly whispering into her ear until she eventually stops moving, her head dropping on his shoulder, his hands on her acting as a grounding weight right now.

When all he feels is her breathing heavily against him, he slumps down against the headboard with a heavy sigh, also panting against her, feeling so spent,

exhausted

, with beads of sweat trickling down their bodies and foreheads.

Everything is sticky, but neither of them

cares

at the moment. Both are too busy simply sitting in that afterglow of sex and finding comfort in holding onto each other.

It 's nice. Peaceful. It lets him think now that he has a clear mind, everything crashing down on him and reminding him just how deep of a hole he just dug himself '

Yor moves her head to rest her cheeks on his shoulder, and quietly, Loid moves to press a kiss on her forehead, asking softly, 'You okay? '

Besides the fact that the ache in her muscles is starting to catch up on her and she feels strung out 'she feels more relaxed than she has in a

while

.

(And so does he.)

Yor hums against him, not wanting to move just yet. 'Yeah, ' then she swallows, one hand coming to twirl her finger around a few strands at the back of his head. 'Tired, though. '

That has him snorting softly, his hands holding her just a little closer. 'You and Anya can take a long nap once she gets home then. '

Yor chuckles with a sigh, and sleep is already beginning to pull at her. Then she turns to press her forehead against his skin, feeling how hot it is. 'We need to shower first. '

Ah, that 'they do.

And clean the sheets.

Possibly light up a few candles around the house as well.

Loid only smiles, and his chest squeezes with a level of fondness as he sits there and lets Yor play with his hair, feeling so at peace for once and '

It 's right there, at the tip of his tongue, begging to jump out '

I love you

.

But '

He doesn 't get to say that.

He doesn 't

allow

himself to let those words hang in the air because that 's a whole situation that he doesn 't

have

the energy to deal with right now.

That, and 'it gives a promise that he doesn 't think he 's sure he can keep even if he wants to 'and

god

, he wants to but '

His life, his

other

job 'it 's hard. He doesn 't know if he 's even allowed to keep this family after the mission, or if he has to quit or '

Or something

drastic

.

He doesn 't want to give Yor something he can 't live up to.

Not

yet

. Not now.

Maybe sometime in the future 'but not tonight.

So instead, he bites it back, the words getting stuck in his throat '

'Yeah, ' Loid takes a deep breath, nose nuzzling against her cheek, and exhaustion is already pulling at him and steadily taking over. He could fall asleep right now if only their daughter wasn 't coming home so

soon

, 'We should take a shower. '

However, the one thing he does know for sure is that he has a lot to think about after tonight, and '

He 's really fucked here, isn't he?