Despite the novelty of the experience, Hawks isn 't particularly enthused to be here.

He 's not even sure

why

he 's so ambivalent about it. Theoretically, it 's everything he likes.

Everyone is loud and in good humor, the energy electrifying, the food delicious, and his current company is great. He always loves being at the heart of a crowd, even when the attention isn 't directed at him. There 's just something truly enjoyable about an atmosphere created by hundreds of people all excited for the same thing. He never got to experience things like this as growing up ' be that festivals, theme parks, movie premiers, concerts or sporting events ' so something about the anticipatory air makes him feel nostalgic for a childhood he 'd never had.