You don't understand how everyone is keeping it together.

Armin's managed to pull himself together and is coming up with some plan to kill the titans in the basement. You'd love to help, but you feel numb. You can't stop replaying Ruth's dead, right above you, her head ripped off and spraying you with blood...

You've lost so many people today. Ruth, Mina, Franz... Eren... Somehow, his death hurts most. He'd been so excited to get out into the world, and he hadn't even got the chance to go beyond the walls.

These kids are fifteen.

Fifteen.

And they're watching their friends get torn apart in front of their eyes.