The first few days after Yuuta 's phone call with Maki are a bit of a blur. His internal crisis was already bad enough -- Yuuta

still

hasn 't recovered from the fact that Suguru is maybeprobablytechnicallydefinitely a serial killer, and he knew Suguru was hiding something from him but he never thought it would be

this.

He should 've known everything was a little too perfect.

But did he really have to find out like

that?

He saw Jurassic Park once when he was nine, and when the movie was over he remembers thinking he had no idea why his birth parents let him watch it. It gave him nightmares for

weeks.

At least back then he could tell himself it was just a movie

.